Looking for Love in All the Wrong Places

I lie in bed completely shattered and grieving. And I say to myself there has got to be a better world in which we care for one another with Love. 

I slowly wipe my tears and resolve to find this Love Place where Love is all that is there. 

I look around me and I see much Love.

I feel Love in the garden by the Chapel right outside my hospital room. 

I feel Love in the cat which peeped through my window. 

I find Love in the air I breathe because I can breathe freely now. 

I feel Love in the strange scores of nurses serving me. 

I feel Love from all my children even though they are non-verbal. Across time and space they send me Unconditional Love and I receive it in full flow. All I have to do is to flow The Love forward. 

Where do I receive this Love? Where do feel it in my body? Or is it just my fantasy? 

As my mind became silent I heard the answer. 

"Feel This Love from the universe in the sensations in your body, in the way your pit of the stomach feels light, when you can breathe easy, in the confidence you feel, in the clear thinking that emerges, you are called to action only when you feel This Love"

Who is this I asked. I heard a loving laugh and the voice said:

"Silly girl it is me. Your own inner voice. I adore you. I love you for eternity. I will journey with you no matter if you are listening to me or not. I shall never forsake you. You have to feel my love and all is well." 

I sat in sheer joy with this revelation. Now I can go forth and be who I am in this physical world. Nothing can stop me now or ever. 

All I have to do is listen to the silence and feel The Love within me.