Conversations with Weston 1

Silencing the chatter within and without greatly helped me to connect with you and to converse with you. The beauty is you are like me. Not on some pedestal. I right away knew I had to have a question for you to answer. So I turned inwards. What did I need to know so that I can hear clearly? What piece of information that I needed to know next?

What is my role in your life? 

You said we are soul-mates. I could not believe it at first. But you repeated it and asked me to believe you. You said we have been together in many forms before. We have always been together in different realities and dimensions. In this life time we are here together in this format. 

So I asked why then did I go through suffering and pain for most part of my life till I can hear you and your other friends. Weston you said unless you experienced the pain you will not be able to relish the sweetness of freedom and love and happiness. 

I then asked you if you will ever leave me again. You replied promptly that it is me who had left you. You asked me in turn if I will leave you. 

Oh dear god!

Enough pain. Enough disconnection. I want this sweetness to be my natural state. I promise I wont ever go away from you darling.